||[Apr. 30th, 2006|10:06 pm]
Angel Drabbles and Icons
Title: Insane Thoughts|
Warnings: Thoughts of an insane vampire, set when Spike is in the basement in season 7
Authors Note: I have no idea if this makes sense, but Spike was insane so it probably shouldnt.
Afraid. Alone. I am nothing; no one can help, not any more. Not after the things I did. Not after I hurt her. Never.
Never again. I can’t hurt her any more. Not when I’m here. Whilst I am here, I’m safe. Safe from hurting her again.
The blood in my head is screaming, hurting me, but nowhere near as much as I hurt her.
Afraid what she would think of me now.
Afraid that she moved on.
But mostly afraid of death. So close to death, yet it hasn’t taken me. I am Dead but still feel alive.
It's not really angsty